28th April 2025: The day everything went dark

I never thought that I would be writing any more meta posts after the Covid and vaccination posts, but here we are, another unexpected and surreal event. With one of my parents away for a week, I was staying with the other one to keep them company. Since I was between projects, we had thought about trying a small trip somewhere, and Murcia by train had been an option. We discarded that, and thought do a Madrid day trip instead. Then I received a notification for a bureaucratic thing I urgently had to take care of on Monday the 28th. The letter scared the bettlejuice out of me, but it turned out to be something easy to deal with – and I was not at any fault – so afterwards we went to have a hot chocolate. It was a small celebratory second-breakfast thing.

We were back home when at 12:33, while I was halfway through my daily kanji review, the power went off. It is not uncommon around my parents’ place lately due to construction nearby. However, it was not the house. Nor the neighbourhood. Nor the town.

There had been a countrywide power outage. It was international too, as Portugal was knocked offline too. Part of France lost power too before they cut off the connection to stop the domino effect, and so did Morocco.

Have you ever considered the effects of a national blackout besides something you’d see in an apocalyptic film? All the traffic lights went off, creating circulation chaos. Hundreds of people were trapped in lifts, thousands on surface and underground trains. The suburban and commuting trains were easily evacuated, but some long distance ones just stopped in the middle of nowhere – and safety procedures sanction that passengers may not leave a stranded train unless there is an emergency inside. They had to wait for external rescue – the military, mostly. Had we taken the train to Murcia, we would have been amongst them.

A smaller number of people – window cleaners – got stuck outside buildings, and the police had to give rides to technicians to open stuck lifts all over. However, most lifts don’t have alarms any more, you have to call their rescue number. Within twenty minutes of the outage, phone lines, fibre, 3G, 4G and 5G became progressively knocked off. Before an hour had passed, there was no way to contact 112 in case of emergency. The only thing transmitting was the radio and they had no real information – though they kept patting themselves on the back that they were still on air.

My parent and I were home, we had a battery-powered radio, and a warm room to be in. We also had running water, but no line of communication with my sibling, who was at work, nor my other parent abroad. Big cities became mousetraps for anyone trying to reach the suburbs or adjacent towns – either to arrive home or to collect children from school.

Some shops and supermarkets could operate cash-only, and we heard the Mayor of Madrid say that people who had an emergency should walk to a police station or a hospital. Healthcare centres do not have power generators, but hospitals do. Around 14:00, the radio relied that restoring the power would take around nine hours, but they did not specify whether that would be from the blackout or the reset, which had to be done gradually in order not to overload the system and knock everything off again. Around 15:00, people who needed oxygen machines at home were directed to head to the nearest hospital.

My parent and I had a cold lunch, readied the torches and candles, and put the phones on plane mode so they did not waste battery trying to find the network. I regularly checked whether I could get any signal or send a text message to my sibling.

Hours passed. I built a 3D wooden puzzle I had around. Around 18:00, the Prime Minister was on the radio saying that the nobody had any idea why the outage had happened, that citizens were behaving spectacularly well, and to only trust official information, which was zero from the highest spheres, and incomplete from more local officers. Some regions asked for a special alarm level which means that they relinquish control to the State level. This is done because otherwise the army cannot be mobilised.

Thousands of people who had been due to take long-distance trains back home, and some who had been rescued from stranded trains were accommodated with a blanket and a sandwich in large train stations for the night. Hotels were only accepting cash payments upfront, so the so-called convenient cashless convenience collapsed – and some of them duplicated or tripled their rates. People who had their luggage in places like the one I used in Barcelona, which are opened with pin pads, could not retrieve their things.

We were fine.

The airports managed surprisingly well, with few cancellations, but passengers coming and going could not reach or leave. People walked along roads with signs stating where they were going in hopes a car gave them a lift. Petrol stations either had to close down or ran out of fuel. Restaurants and bars tried to serve anything that could be eaten cold or raw, and hoped that their freezers and fridges held, and power came back before the legal limit that would force them to throw away all their produce.

People were trapped in endless traffic jams or could not get their cars out of the garage, since the gates only worked automatically, or nobody knew how to open them manually. I wondered whether we should get our car out, but we decided we did not have to go anywhere.

High-schoolers walked home. Younger kids stayed behind until a parent could pick them up, with teachers staying with them, and in some cases even walking them home. News started coming on the radio that power had been restored in some areas of the north (thanks, France), the south (thanks, Morocco) and the east (thanks, Aldeadávila hydropower plant, which practises this exact scenario every three years, despite the government saying that it is impossible to lose all power. It was impossible until it happened.).

Late in the evening, the neighbours decided to light up a barbecue in the garden, and in the process they smoked up the whole neighbourhood. I really hoped for no fire because we were 25 minutes away from the closest firefighter station.

Evening, then dusk, then night. We had a sandwich for supper, illuminated by candlelight.

No more official news. Radio presenters gloated about how beautiful it was that families and strangers sat around transistors. Power crept back through the country, and when it came back people cheered and applauded. No idea what had happened. Sabotage and cyberattack seemed discarded – having someone to blame would have made for a juicy press conference, so it was pretty obvious that they had not happened from the lack of information.

Around 19:30, I managed to get a text message out to my sibling, but there was still no phone line. People were still stuck in trains and stations. We were following the radio, but it was completely dark outside. For a while I had been following which spots and municipalities got their power back, but around 23:30, it was just out of compulsion, it felt. We turned off the radio and went to bed.

It was around 1:30 when a beeping woke me up. The freezer in my parents’ kitchen was alerting that its temperature was higher than -18 ºC. It took me a second to realise what that meant. We had power, 13 hours after it had gone out. I found the button to press and spent the next hour or so catching up with / and checking on everyone I could. It was around this time when the last passengers were evacuated from trains.

I eventually turned in, and at 7:15 we got news from my sibling, who called to say they were all right and had made it home after a coworker dropped them off.

To be honest, I’ve never felt so… unsafe in my whole life. I still do. I was fine, and everyone I know was all right – maybe took hours to go back home, but a family died of carbon monoxide poisoning trying to get warm. There was literally no way to contact the emergency service. With the lights out, I kept running in my head how to get to the hospital, the fire station, the healthcare centre… without driving into a mousetrap if there was an emergency.

And what makes me feel unsafe still now is that… I have no answers. The official sources that I am supposed to trust just… try to find a scapegoat. They’re shutting down the nuclear power plants without a reliable alternative to keep the country running… after we have seen how it cannot run. Just because I had the luxury of being all right does not mean everything was fine.

Everything was most definitely not fine. The next day chaos continued. People were stranded in train stations as service got restored. People could not get to work because their underground stops were bolted down.

And the official position is we don’t have an official position. Yes, I’m quoting Independence Day. Spain is the country the aliens would blow up without resistance.

But hey, I got a stress-built wooden pagoda out of it…

Wooden pagoda model

The Covid-19 Jab

When I started Jbinnacle in 2012 it was to be a play by play for what I thought would be the trip of a lifetime, something I would never be able to repeat. But it turned out that stars aligned and it could happen again. Slowly, I started filling the page with other places and trips. When the Covid pandemic brought everything to a screeching halt, I wrote my first meta post as a way of mourning I guess. I also used the “downtime” to reconstruct other trips retroactively and I placed them in the right chronological order. Everything felt… unreal, and in a way it still does. Over a year later, I bring you a second meta post (and I swear, I’m not trying to make a habit out of that), because it will affect travel in the future, I guess.

When I got the call for the vaccine, they were not vaccinating my age group where I live, not yet. However, there seemed to be a large number of people who are rejecting their immunisation. And thus, some vaccination sites were asking medical personnel to reach to people they know in order to use up the rejected doses before they become useless. I received one of these calls on Tuesday the 15th of June to see if I was willing to take a Pfizer dose. The answer was “hell yes” – I’m not trying to make anything political out the statement. I believe it was the right thing to do.

The first dose

My appointment was at 11 am on Wednesday the 16th of June. I arranged things at work so I could just run to the centre and get the vaccine. And…well, it happened.

I arrived at the healthcare centre (not the mass vaccination site as this was a ‘scrap’ vaccination) and was asked to wait outside. A queue formed and it seemed that everybody around had been referred by someone in the healthcare centre. I talked to the nurse who had called me and thanked her and was sent in after a minute, with a note to come back on the 7th of July for the second dose. As I had to go back to work I asked for the inoculation to be on the left arm.

The nurse who had to vaccinate me agreed, but he told me the next one would have to be on the right – that was all right by me, as I won’t have to work that week. As he was explaining the potential discomfort associated to the jab I might experience, I paid attention to him – and I did not really feel the needle go in. Like seriously nothing. If not for the tiny drop of blood that there was on the gauze, I would not have believed that I got jabbed!

Spoiler: I have not become magnetic, achieved better connection to the Internet, started glowing in the dark nor any of the things the cool kids are reporting.

After the jab, I had to wait for 15 minutes (16, actually) to make sure that I did not have an immediate reaction, and I did feel a bit dizzy for a spell, but bluntly put, that must have been the 30ºC and the fact that I had completely forgotten to drink anything at work beforehand. At least it disappeared when I downed half a bottle of water afterwards.

I was expecting a strong reaction to the vaccine because I’ve had them before, but aside from a bit of queasiness, I was fine. The arm did not swell or become too painful, only if I forced it up, it was tight. I felt hot and tired towards the end of the evening. I had a paracetamol with dinner and went to bed early. The next day I took another paracetamol with breakfast and went to work – completely functional and feeling fine.

The second dose

I got this on the 7th of Julyヽ(^◇^*)/. I arrived at the healthcare centre at around 10:45, and joined the queue outside, under the sun, and not a cloud in the sky. I had to wait for around 20 minutes and finally I got my second jab on the right arm – this time I did feel the vaccine going in, but there was nothing to report at the time – 11:11 h, exactly the same time as the first shot. I went home and showered after the 15 minutes in observation.

The arm pain crept up slowly, more spread but less intense than the first dose. I could raise it up without much bother and after 9 hours or so I felt tired. The night, however, was patchy. I had a few tenths of a degree of a temperature, did not sleep well, and vomited at 4 am, and throughout the next day I felt tired and headachey. That might have been the vaccine or the bad night, but I started feeling better in the afternoon – at that point we were in El Campello, so I guess the walk on the beach help.

A bit more long-term consequences included a bump on the arm, that felt a little like a bruise, and sunlight / sun lotion / sweat sensitivity that made me itchy all over – no, not a sunburn. Just my immune system going hyper-vigilant, apparently. The peak of the sunlight itching came on the 11th, when I was at the beach, and took a couple of days to go away. I used to have those reactions when I was younger but they’ve been gone for years.

Spoiler (2): I still have not become magnetic, achieved better connection to the Internet, started glowing in the dark!

The certificate

The area where I live started offering the digital certificate just a few days after I received my first dose – the service was implemented throughout the weekend of the 19th/20th. However, my data seemed to have been lost somewhere along the way and I kept getting an error for days. I actually checked a couple of times per day every day just to see when the documentation became effective. The first dose was recorded on Saturday the 3rd of July, just five days before the second dose. The certificate read my data, the vaccination detail and the fact that it was the first dose out of two.

After that, I could access the system regularly – which I did every day for a while. Then the system collapsed when it was open to 20-somethings. And finally, on the 20th of July, one day before the two-week immunity period came through… I got my certificate.

What does this all mean

Covid is not going away, I fear. It is running rampart and out of control in way too many areas not to mutate. I want, however, to have a little hope. The only event that was on my list of 2020 cancelled items that is still standing is Saint Seiya Symphonic Adventure in Paris. I booked the tickets today (the airline vouchers are only good till the end of the year) and got a hotel (Edit: In the end, this happened in May 2022). Honestly, I don’t think that a few hours in a plane and / or a theatre are going to carry a bigger risk that what I have to do at my day job these days, and I’ve gotten pretty used to FFP2 masks for hours on end…

But for now, just a couple of days driving (and hiking) around Spain and areas where I don’t expect many tourists…

Not travelling in the times of Covid-19

As the Covid-19 pandemic rages through the world, I’ve started thinking about the trips and getaways that are not taking place. This is a historical situation, probably not unprecedented but unseen in the modern world is a general catastrophe translated into the high mortality rate first, the impact on the economy later. After being on lockdown basically since the 13th of March 2020, I’ve thought that recording information about the trips that I haven’t carried out might also be interesting for future reference.

As I write these lines on the 29th of March 2020, there are 681,706 confirmed cases, but we know that the number is much, much higher as many people have not been tested. The number of people who have got over the illness is 145,625, and the deaths are 31,734, which leaves 504,347 active cases, according to the Johns Hopkins Coronavirus Resource Center. By the time I finish this post there will be more.

15th March 2020: Drive to Presa de Manzanares el Real (Spain) [Scrapped]

This was a low-impact cancellation as the only thing I lost was the time invested in reading up how to get there.

21st March 2020: Barcelona (Spain) daytrip [Completely cancelled]

I was planning to go to Barcelona and back on this Saturday. I had booked train tickets and upon the lockdown order Renfe gave me my money back without even having to do anything myself. The lockdown order became effective on a Saturday, I received the email on a Monday and the refund was really fast.

7th – 10th April 2020: Berlin (Germany) for MUCC [Completely cancelled]

This trip had been in planning since December, but got caught up in this whole thing.

Even before the border closing was ordered in Europe, on the 17th of March, booking.com had already contacted me to ‘re-organise’ my trips. I had free cancellation on my hotel anyway, so I just went ahead with that.

On the 20th of March, the airline informed me that my flights and that I could apply for a refund. It was acknowledged on the 24th of March.

On the 19th March 2020, both Ganshin and Nine Lives Entertainment announced the cancellation of the whole tour. We immediately went on to ask for the ticket refund on the webpage, which was accepted.

On the 26th of March we had another email that told us the refund would come within four weeks.

Edit 10th April 2020: The airline sent me an automated e-mail telling me that the refund was being processed.

Edit 20th April 2020: Turned out that the refund was a voucher. I tried not to accept the voucher and use the automatic service for a cash refund, but it was impossible.

Edit 2nd March 2020: Managed to get in touch with customer service and they told me they set the actual cash refund process in motion. A few hours later I received an email that I was in the “refund queue”.

Edit 10th June 2020: The Madrid → Paris airline sent an email that the refund had been issued.

Edit 20th July 2020: I had to start a complaint with the bank because the airline refunds have not been processed!

Edit 29th July 2020: After giving the bank a few days to process the claim, in the morning I got in touch with the airline to get the transaction numbers and comfirm the data of the refund so I could pressure the bank a little further. I don’t know if it was triggering or pure chance, but in the late afternoon I received a message from my bank to check my account – and the refunds had shown up!

18th & 19th April 2020: Paris (France) for Saint Seiya Symphonic Adventure [Concert rescheduled / trip cancelled]

I have to admit that this was a bit of a crazy one. I found out about it way late in the year (three months after sales had started) and thus I had no option for a VIP or anything. I tried to talk myself out of it but in the end I decided to get me a ticket as a Christmas present. And when I did, I found out that the “Christmas plan” was so that I could get tickets for both sessions for the price of a one session in normal pricing. Well, to be honest, for 5€ more. So I decided to do it because what the hell could go wrong. Then I arranged transportation, but as I had work on Friday evening, I had to take a red-eye flight and directly go from the airport to the venue, then come back with a different airline on Sunday to make it affordable and doable time-wise. It mostly worked until this whole thing went down.

As of now, the concert has been rescheduled to October 2020, for the second time to May 202 third time to October 20211 fourth time to May 2022, and the companies I was flying with (I had two completely different flights for getting there and return) have both offered me “free rescheduling”. I’ve not taken up their offer yet, because I’m waiting for the evolution of things. I’ll probably have to do it next week, but as of now I’m waiting to see how things are the second week of April and whether it makes sense to reschedule. I’ll try to arrange a less-crazy schedule for October if I can travel at all…

Again, booking.com offered mediation with the Paris hotel, but this one was non-refundable and the hotel is not making an exception. I did request a change of dates for the new concert date, still not an answer on that.

Edit 30th March 2020: The Madrid → Paris airline sent me text / e-mail regarding the cancellation of the 18th of April flight. I claimed the refund

Edit 4th April 2020: The Paris → Madrid Airline sent me an automated e-mail (in English) telling me that they would get back to me “regarding my options”: change, voucher or refund.

Edit 10th April 2020: The Madrid → Paris Airline sent me an automated e-mail telling me that the refund was being processed.

Edit 14th April 2020, Paris → Madrid airline: Second automatic email, in local language, telling me about my options: change or voucher. I got in contact with the airline pointing out that on the 4th of April there had been a refund option.

Edit 20th April 2020, Madrid → Paris Airline: Turned out that the refund was a voucher. I tried not to accept the voucher and use the automatic service for a cash refund, but it was impossible.

Edit 28th April 2020, Paris → Madrid Airline: I received an email regarding the start of the refund process.

Edit 1st May 2020, the ticket vendor contacted me with a “refund form” and I am considering taking it… but on the other hand I want to keep a little hope.

Edit 2nd May 2020, Madrid → Paris Airline: I managed to get in touch with customer service and they told me they set the actual cash refund process in motion. A few hours later I received an email that I was in the “refund queue”.

Edit 20th May 2020, Paris → Madrid Airline. To make everything worse, the idiots got their database hacked and my name and email leaked. I never save my card on these websites, so I’m relative calm about my financial information but really? FML.

Edit 18th June 2020: The Paris → Madrid airline sent an email that the refund had been issued.

Edit 30th June 2020: The Madrid → Paris airline sent an email that the refund had been issued.

Edit 17th June 2020: The refunds for the ticket arrived in the bank account though the credit card and the date of the concert.

Edit 20th July 2020: I had to start a complaint with the bank because the airline refunds have not been processed!

Edit 29th July 2020: After giving the bank a few days to process the claim, in the morning I got in touch with both airlines (remember that I had different flights for Madrid → Paris and Paris → Madrid) to get the transaction numbers and comfirm the data of the refund so I could pressure the bank a little further. I don’t know if it was triggering or pure chance, but in the late afternoon I received a message from my bank to check my account – and the refunds had shown up!

Edit October 2020: I gambled a refundable high-class hotel and a super-cheap but non-refundable flight for the 16th – 18th October just in case the concert happened on the 17th, but as France was hit harder and Paris started enforced restrictions again, the concert was postponed again. Obviously, in the end I did not travel, so I lost the money from the flight, but the hotel had no expenses. To be honest, the airline’s publicity was misleading regarding changes – you could only access those if you booked the super-expensive tariff. But well, it was a gamble, and when you gamble you sometimes lose. So at this time, this is the only open front with active tickets.

Edit March 2021: Concert rescheduled again for October 2021.

Edit October 2021: Concert rescheduled again for May 2022.

Edit March 2022: Correspondence with the promoter regarding the VIP tickets made me feel hopeful…

Edit May 2022: It finally happened!

1st May 2020: Aranjuez (Spain) [Scrapped]

This would have been just a drive away too, and we were still negotiating whether to stay overnight or not, so we had not booked anything. In the end, there was no definite plan.

23rd May 2020: Crazy London escapade (Great Britain) [Scrapped]

This was only a silly thought, but plane tickets to London for a round trip on the same day were ridiculously doable, and I could hit the Victoria & Albert Museum to watch the Kimono exhibition, along with Yoshikimono, for less than 100 quid. I never materialised anything – I was going to the weekend lockdown came. Still, as the date came and went, it hit me quite hard.

23rd June 2020: Madrid (Spain) for Babymetal [Completely cancelled]

The hotel has free cancellation and the trip itself has not been booked. Waiting for word on whether the concert (which btw is sold-out) gets cancelled or not, but I think all events are officially cancelled till September, so it’s only a matter of time.

🚗 Edit 23rd April 2020: Tweet from the organiser, Resurrection Fest, about “rescheduling to a later date”, and that there is more information to come (the tweet was actually pretty confusing due to very weird use of adverbs).

🚗 Edit 4th May 2020: The official notification of the tour cancellation came through. Resurrection Fest said that they had tried to reschedule, but that had not worked. The refund process would be automatic. I proceeded to cancel the hotel booking and cited Covid-19 restrictions as a reason.

🚗 Edit 3th July 2020: Refund notification for the tickets arrived. Back in the day I paid for them with a credit card that is no longer valid, so the actual refund did not come through until the 17th July. And thus this trip is completely cancelled now.

4th – 9th July 2020: London (Great Britain) [Completely cancelled]

The airline has offered rescheduling credit, and the hotel has free cancellation. I did not make this reservation so I’m waiting for the decision by the person who did, aka my father. I’m not hopeful for this for two reasons – one, the UK is having a less than stellar moment managing the virus due to Johnson’s idea of “building herd immunity”, and two, my mother has already made up her mind that it’s too dangerous, and this trip had been organised because she wanted to see London one more time before they left the EU.

Edit 17th May 2020: In the end, the airline is only offering refunds up until June, so we have probably lost those tickets, but hotel was cancelled for free.

Edit 29th May 2020: Airline offered a voucher (not sure if it is general or just because I’m in the rewards program). I will write to them about the possibility of a refund, but we will take the voucher in case there is no refund offer.

Edit 12th June 2020: After being originally told that we did not qualify for the refund, in the end the flight was cancelled. Once that happened, we could initiate the refund process.

Edit November 2020: When the refund was not there yet after almost half a year, we called the airline again, and the refunds were in the credit card account by the end of the month.

4th – 7th August 2020: Athens (Greece) [Completely cancelled]

All bets are off on this one. I’m trying to convince myself that it is not going to happen, but I am waiting for further information and how things are developing. I guess I’m still hoping that things get better by June.

Edit 2nd May 2020: I’ve given up on this by now. I’m going to reach out to the airline and check my options.

Edit 17th May 2020: Airline is only offering refunds up until June. The hotel is free-cancellation until the day before so I’ve left it for now.

Edit 7th June 2020: The airline changed flight times and they offered a voucher, which I took, and I cancelled the hotel. I was very sad to do this, because I’ve been trying to get my butt back to Greece for a few years now.